okay there is this guy named Jordan and hes one of my best friends older brothers and I DO NOT like him anymore then a friend but I liked talking to him on txting and okay I'll admit I liked him a tiny bit but whatever anyway he went from txting with me all night, till it was 20 minutes before we had to get up for school, then getting mad at me! I really don't know what I did he said that he was going to break up with his girlfriend and I asked why? harmless enough right? well his excuse for not telling me was to complicated I said pssh I tell u complicated shit all the time you can trust me and his comeback was you tell everyone your shit!!!! how mean is that I may tell my friends but i was trying to be a good friend and let him vent about his girlfriend and if I could, help his relationship but No I get: 'm and open book urg! then he just stooped talking and when ever I said something he responded with whatever, after a day or two I txted him asking if he was still mad his answer ...... okay what the hell is ...... suppose to mean? I took it as a yes, wouldn't you? well anyways on that Monday I asked him if he was skipping our 7th hr be he hadn't been there in the past few day (yes 7th hr i have choir and Japanese so i needed an extra class fun right -_-) and he totally flipped out on me so I was like okay you don't have to get mad and he said who said I was mad? okay now I realize he could have gotten over it and wasn't mad anymore but when I explained why I though he was mad he response was wow... just shut up. okay now that one really hurt i didn't know what to say so i was like um... okay why are you being such a jackass? and he said your so not worth my time and that's another one under OUCH! I was so pissed so I said okay fine then bye. I'm SO confused and I hate that I don't talk to him anymore because he was my go to guy for venting!!! even though he thinks I tell everyone whats bothering me or on my mind I don't him and a boy named Pat are the only people i really spill too and now that I can't talk to him I feel like screaming don't ask why because honestly i don't know =/
okay now here's one for the I'm an idiot award, there is this guy his name is brad I've liked brad since 7th grade but never said anything well one of my friends gave him my number and he decided to txt me so we where talking and i was having fun getting to know him and started to like him even more then he said he couldn't remember what i looked like because we haven't seen each other since 8th grade (btw ppl I'm in 9th grade) okay well i sent him a pic normal me just sitting on my bed, he sends me a few then one with no shirt and I'm not gonna lie he has a nice body so i was all happy but we all know that everything has a price so he asked for a pic with more skin and i just so happen to be in my pj's at the time which was blue short shorts and a Cami so i took some pics and he said he liked them i still felt like a total loser for sending them well then our conversations went from actual words to pics bk and forth he would txt and be like pic? and then send me one and if i said no he'd get up take his shirt off and take a pic then say common i got up and did that for you in my freezing house plz the past time i said okay just one! and sent it i never got a response and still haven't i feel like such a loser.
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