could you get the dagger out of my back please?

omg! drama is that all we live on? i think so bc there sure is a hell of alot of it i mean my weekend startes with my bestfriend claiming shes inlove with a guy i really like. do you know how offten i let my friends have a guy i like bc they like them too and thats the "girl rule" because i dont want to hurt them by going out with them and then tell my self i can take it when they go out with them. so my friday night was ruined bc 1. my friends where all high on suger and 2. my friend was obsessed with a guy i liked. that same night i lose a tie (like a connection) with a guy i like alot that i txt all the time. and then monday i find out theres a rumor that wasnt sopose to be told going around about me and i feel betraied bc someone told and i only told 3 ppl and only 1 other person was included with in it and now i just found out a guy i really really liked claims we never went out even though at one point he said i could say he was my bf. what REALLY happend was we talked on the phone and he said he liked me so i told him i liked him too and we where talking evrey night then he said i could call him my bf i was so happy and convinced him to go out on a date then he didnt talk to me for weeks i got over it (or told my self i did) and moved on then he moved to my friends and hurt 3 of them just like he did me. then this guy i like to talk to stoped txting me when he found out i didnt something i wouldnt do for him and i miss talking to him alot.

my thing is i dont like to txt or call ppl.

call bc i feel akward and then txt bc i dont wanna b annoying so i dont do it alot so when someone stops txting me i feel like they dont want to talk to me so y should i txt... get it eh w/e i need bed and cant wait till spring break im gonna try and forget evreyguy right now and just be happy that sounds like a plan.