URG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay this this guy at school ive liked him for 2 years, but im to shy to say anything so my friend did with out me knowing so he asked me out and we went out then he stoped talking to me so i was like wtf... what ever. okay well then he said sorry and we where talking again but i didnt say i still liked him, well then a few of my friends allasudden like him. so im sitting here trying to be the good friend and help them work it out, bc who am i to stand in the way if he doesnt like me then i would be a clueless bitch to stand in the way. well now he picked one who likes him but theres complications. so they went out and broke up. other girls started moveing in but he still likes said girl and so evreyone else is getting hurt. he doesnt know what to do and evreyone is pissed at him and confused. most of these people are my friends so they come to me or help and i try saying to just try and look past it nothing happened so dont linger on the moment thats about all i can do im not magic i cant go bippidy boppidy boo (i have no clue how to spell that) and make him like all of them or unlike the one he does but they get mad at me saying "whatever your no help" and shit like that when im pushing away my feelings to help them but do they know i like them no bc they dont ask they only want there happy ending who cares about anyone else!!! urg okay that was my venting bc that has been bugging me for a while.

i just wish theses stupid girls could grow up and move on when something that they want to happen doesnt i mean its not like they dated then broke up they NEVER dated so they should get over him. i did.

simply soy <3

okay well in my language arts class i had to do a hyper link so here it is if you click they picture of candles on the side. they are candles more importantly soy candles this link goes to my cousins web site these candles don't only smell awesome but they are good for the environment and don't turn the jar that ugly black. they also don't get so hot that if a child touches the jar they wont be injured. All of these candles are hand-poured and crafted by my cousin Nikki . They all have the same great quality and all natural products as her Apothecary Jar candles just with a little twist! she hope you enjoy the variety of candles she offers as much as she love making them. she often tells me that Its a lot of fun learning different techniques and making great smelling candles that look great too
All of these Candles are made with Pure 100% Natural Soy Wax.

common go green this is one step in our green future!

broken

okay my blonde hair has gotten to me once again. for example im typeing with 1 hand right now wanna know y? yeah well bc theres ice on my left hand -_-.

friday in my 7th hr gym class i was playing monkey in the middle with a basket ball and when i tryed to catck it it slammed into my finger ... in not the best at catching... well after it hurt like a mother effer so when class was over i txted my mom "um... i think i broke my finger" yeah i was kidding but i get all my stuff and go out trying not to use my finger i get it the car and my mom goes haha yeah where going to the hospital and guess what ITS BROKEN the tinyest little break but its broken i never relized how often i use my middle finger haha.

well im gonna read and study

btw sorry nicole for not comeing over bc well i kinda had a problem =] well hang thins week promise



ohhhhhhhh and jackie and i are talking again yay =]]]]]]]]]]

ABUSE!

HAHA okay im at my friends house bc shes was txting me all day saying "im bored you should come over.... im bored you should comeover" so i was like "OKAY ill be over in a a few" so i have my mom drive me over there and where all chilling (nicole- the friend and her little sister) and where bored out of our minds so kayla is showing me her room and i was like "call shane and tell him to get his ass over here" so they did and he came over and jumped on me like 60 times. i got a brush thrown at me and i couldnt move my arm bc it hit my funny bone i was laughing really hard but it hurt like hell and then i was bieng sat on by all 3 ppls and nicole was pokeing me with a pin OW so i was trying to get out but i couldnt so i pushed them all to the floor which was funny within the time i was there i also got my hand smacked it hurt soo bad i have a cut on my had and i couldnt move my pointer finger haha so i took shanes FREEZING hands and put it on it which helped haha then i somehow got a bruse on my knee which is huge but i dont remember how i got it and that it i think haha we sang the dora the explorer song and shane gave us weird looks it was funny then i had to go home =[ i wanna go bc over there so bad =]

this saterday im babysitting from 8 in the morning till 4 in the afternoon oh god help me

today i got it a fight with bryan about eating meat haha

oh and if you havent ever heard of quizilla.com you should check it out i have a stories on there and id love it if you read them
just look up the name will you be my hero and click the one with the name lovedloser123 under it =] then you can look at all my stories and give me ideas =]] i need them

i also have a myspace that you can get ahold of me
myspace.com/ilovenathanforever.com
=] I'll only answer if i know you =p

ITS REALLY LATE RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE SCHOOL TOMARROW SO IM GOING TO BED TALK TO YOU LATER BYEZ!!!

wow haha just ... wow i love my friends

okay well theres alot of stupid shit going on like one of my best friends not talking to me for a reason im totaly confused on. they guy i went out with 1. said i love you first date (wtf) and then i found out he only wanted a gf so he can have sex b4 hes a sofmore (haha he wishes), one of my close friends falls inlove to quick and is in a total boy crazy fase with a guy whos confused as hell. im really hyper and sleep depived so today is sooo gonna be fun -_-

theres this kid his names ry idk who he is but my friend let me talk to him and he was fun to talk to so i want to meet him but the other day we tryed calling cory who ry's friend and i was like hey he was like ... whos this so i said haleigh and he was like um... so i just handed the phone to torey bc it was prolly corys brother and we both looked like dip shits but they really do sound alot alike so toreys like omg guess who likes me and the guy on the phone SCREAMS "im not cory" she hung up and we where laughing our asses off.

the same day as our little um... phone incident torey and i went to tweenies to get soup bc my mom wasnt makeing anything i like for dinner and guess what. bc im oh so smart i got the WRONG soup! then walking down farifax almost to my house i start throwing the can up and down toreys laughing and saysy throw it hight i do and i dont catch it.... my dinner was then strone all over the street -_-

then i went to nicoles shane and lalya and annie were all there and layla and i where doing hw bc where good kids =D and the others where all chilling out side being crazy as usual and then they come in side shane JUMPS ON ME and make me do a huige check poin on my pants with my pen so i throw my pen and guess what bye bye pen after loseing my writeing utencil i stoped doing hw shane kept tickleing me which isnt fair bc hes like 3 feet taller then me! and then he hit me in the head with a huge 2 by 4 OWWWW lol but it was fun i went home did dishes and got sucked into a csi episode till 10 took a shower and finished my hw bc again im a good kid =D i didnt finish till one

oh and i really really really REALLY REALLY want to go see the movie fired up haha =]